Rough Days

Do you ever just have one of those days where you feel like you are just going to lose it? Well, if you do, you are not alone.

I am having one of those days today. I feel as if I try and try to help my son the best way I know how, but it just feels like it doesn't do any good. I know that he

has made gains in the last couple years, but there are days where I just feel hopeless.

I know that kids continue to make gains as they age, so it gives me hope. I guess it is just one of those days. I just feel very depressed. I love my son more than anything. I want him to have the best life possible and would do anything to make that happen. I just wish that I could fix everything. I've always been that way. I feel as if I am not doing enough and just feel like I am a failure as a mom.

I'm sure that I will feel positive in the next few days, but feeling this way is awful.